I would say that most weeks start out pretty strong for me but around say Wednesday, the wheels just kind of fall of. As in like Wednesday morning. Is this why they call it Hump Day? I don’t seem to be making it up the incline these days. Case in point, this post was intended for Wednesday evening, along with my raffle drawing for my business, and I am sure a litany of things that I don’t even remember forgetting to do! Having the weekend is definitely needed to collect my thoughts and refine my goals or steps that I can take to support my goals, but first, I need to lay out my last goal for my 40 Days to 40 Challenge. This one is probably the most needed and my intention is for the first 3 goals to contribute to this.
I DESPERATELY need to make some time for some down time. I need time to do things that I enjoy and have NOTHING to do with my job or the thousands of responsibilities that I have on a daily basis. I know this will probably be very difficult for me since I have grown quite accustomed to isolating myself and just trying to get it all done. Of course it seems that it isn’t humanly possible to get done what is required of me, and pushing harder and harder without ever giving myself a break is a whole lot like requiring 5 year olds to sit down and focus on developmentally inappropriate tasks like tests, tests, and more tests while refusing to give them recess or developmental center time to play and interact with each other. Sounds ludicrous, right?!
There are things that were once a part of me that have fallen by the wayside since having Lucy along with the combination of my career and my husband’s work schedule, that I need to reclaim. I know they will look differently from what they once were, and I am fine with that. I don’t want to go back to the way things were before Lucy. I loved those days but my days with Lucy are even better!
Steps for Success:
-Incorporate more physical activity into my life. (I pushed a car during carpool this week, so that counts, right?!)
-Spend more time doing a hobby that I enjoy. I have scheduled in time for reading (NOTHING PROFESSIONAL) at the end of my day, before bed. Running and working out were hobbies that obviously are the goal for my first step for success. I really enjoy writing so using my blog as a way to track my challenge gives me the opportunity to do a hobby that I enjoy as well.
So as I have worked my way through this week, I will take some time to do some self reflection of what went well and what I can improve on to make this upcoming week even more successful. I look forward to sharing that in my next post!
Now when I said I was taking baby steps, I mean I am taking baby steps! You might laugh when you hear what my health goal is, but like I said before, if you aren’t taking care of the fundamentals, the rest isn’t going to stick. I wish we could apply this philosophy to education, but I won’t even get started on that! So back to my health goals…I have been absolutely the worst about drinking water. When I say I have been the worst about drinking water, that doesn’t mean that I go crazy and chug sodas all day long. It literally means that I neglect to put any liquids in my body. I got to the point where IF I finished an entire 20 0z bottle of water in A DAY, I was patting myself on the back!
As a teacher, it can be quite the conundrum to use the restroom when you are obligated to supervise young children all day long! Sure, we get a planning time, but other than that 45 minutes out of the day, you are kinda responsible for keeping 20 young children alive and on task so that would be one of the reasons that having the freedom to use the facilities when necessary is like the greatest form of freedom for most teachers! So between the issue with using the restroom and the deeply deluded idea that if I just keep working (and not take a break to raise a cup to my lips) I would EVENTUALLY catch up, I am surprised that I haven’t crumbled into dust from pure dehydration.
SO while my goal may seem very basic, it is desperately needed. I am sure that hydrating my body AND my brain, I will feel better and be able to think more clearly. To prepare for this I bought three 30 ounce insulated tumblers that all look alike. I have trained myself to always have my tumbler with me. I don’t drink out of anything else so I am not having to figure out where the lid to the 876th random cup is. (Remember, I am still decluttering!) It is routine for me now and therefore does not take up any of my precious little brain cells.
Steps for Success:
-Drink 120 ounces of water a day. (That is 4 of my handy dandy tumblers for those of you that like to math!)
-Stick to a consistent bed time. This is connected with my schedule goal as well.
Like my other goals, this goal will evolve and grow as I master one component at a time. I aim for having more fruit and vegetables throughout the day but that comes more easily to me since I am feeding a toddler and accommodating her nutritional needs. Now the trick for truly mastering this goal will be training my bladder to handle the change! Wish me luck!
The brain craves structure, or so the story goes. An ADHD brain NEEDS structure. The catch here is that as an adult, it is up to the same ADHD brain to create the structure and there is the crux of the matter. When you are so busy running around like a crazy person with their hair on fire, you may neglect this for some time until the minutiae in which you are living in becomes downright unbearable. And that is when you have to pull the emergency brake and take it all the way down to the basics.
So for this goal, I am SERIOUSLY taking baby steps. I WILL be successful because I am taking it down to the bare bones and building from the bottom up!
Steps for Success:
-I have written down my daily MUST DO Routines so that I don’t skip over something that causes me to spiral into a hot mess express in the mornings.
-I have created a daily schedule for home AND work including times for all of the things that are most important to me.
-I have scheduled time for technology, for reading (that was once a beautiful hobby that I enjoyed), AND BEDTIME!!
I definitely have much work to do once I have mastered these fundamentals to be on top of all of the things that I have going on in my life, so as I approach mastery, I will be adding more steps to take. I know that I have only been doing this challenge for a few days, but I can already feel the difference in my brain. I am definitely looking forward to this process, but since my bedtime is quickly approaching, I will have to sign off for now but look forward to sharing goal #3 with you tomorrow!
I have SO MUCH STUFF!!!!!!! I have TOO MUCH STUFF!! Both in my personal and professional life, I have way more stuff than any one person needs or can possibly manage without spending their entire existence on managing all of the stuff. I have long suffered the American epidemic of feeling the need to procure more and more stuff and rarely have taken the time to purge the unnecessary items in my collection. I have never taken the time to properly pre-plan a move from one residence to the next. I have been too busy putting out one fire without having time to prevent another, so now I find myself with WAY TOO MUCH STUFF! I do not want to be a slave to clutter in my life. I know this will be my toughest goal to achieve and THAT is why I have it as my first goal.
It is a challenge to me to just get rid of stuff because I, like most people, worry about getting rid of the wrong stuff. It never fails, you decide you can finally get rid of something and within days find a reason that you should have kept it! Plus, super cheap girl over here hates the idea of spending money on something that I ALREADY spent money on. Maybe I wouldn’t feel the need to be so darn cheap if I wouldn’t have wasted so much time and energy on buying stuff that I just didn’t need. This is a work in progress that will definitely have to extend beyond the 37 days that I have left before my 40th birthday, but I can definitely accomplish a lot in that amount of time.
Steps for Success:
I will be working through my wardrobe, unused home items, and teaching supplies and donating them (or selling anything that actually might have value) and working toward having a designated place for everything that I own.
I will have an organization system for mail and other paperwork so that I don’t create piles of papers.
I will have a designated area for my business supplies so that I will be able to complete business tasks efficiently.
To keep myself accountable and make my progress visible (I am a visual person!) I will take photos of the items that I am able to donate/dispose of. The idea of this thrills me but I will not lie, there are times where I have a little moment of panic thinking about letting some things go. I just remind myself that I am more attached to the people in my life and this will free up my time to spend with them and help me feel more successful in my everyday life.
A lot has happened since I first started this blog which contributed to me going MIA for a little while. I had a baby and suffered through one of the roughest school years of my life. A few months ago, I changed schools and grade levels, which was an improvement, but presented a whole new set of challenges. We celebrated our child’s first birthday and then bought a new house, which meant moving. So between moving classrooms and inheriting a LOT of stuff and moving into our new house, I rarely know where anything is! Being inundated with too much stuff, learning so many new routines, both at school and at work, has left me feeling like I am living my life in survival mode. I actually haven’t felt like I have been living my life at all. “Survival mode” eventually gives way to “avoiding catastrophe mode” and I think we could all agree that that certainly doesn’t qualify as living your best life possible. I certainly do not want my daughter growing up watching a frantic mom run around completely scatter brained and just barely getting by and think that is the norm or what being a mom looks like. I want to enjoy life and enjoy my life with the people that I care about the most! So what better time than the days leading up to your 40th birthday, could it be to get things back in order?!
Over the next 38 days, I am going to focus on a few goals that may seem far too basic to have much of an impact, but in my mind will create the perfect ripple to bigger and better goals down the road. After all, if you don’t have a solid foundation on which to build goals, you will be far less likely to achieve them. I chose a small number of goals to create a well rounded variety, so that I can focus on the “Whole Emily” and not just one facet of my life or personality. So here we go…
Goal 1: Simplify. I feel VERY STRONGLY that many of our problems today are due to the over complication of things that would best be kept as simple as possible. To simplify things for myself, I am going to focus on decluttering both my home and my classroom. There is just too much stuff to manage and I want to free up my cognitive space to manage things that actually require brain power!
Goal 2: Schedule. I am going to create a daily schedule to serve as a guideline for better managing time and schedule specific time for tasks that pertain to my home life, my work life, and my business life.
Goal 3: Health. My goal is to drink 120 oz. of water a day and have a consistent bedtime.
Goal 4: Attend to my mental well being. I need to schedule down time to read (for enjoyment) and exercise.
I look forward to seeing my progress over the next 38 days and can’t wait to share this experience with all of my friends!
Forty days from today, I will be hitting the big 4-0. And while I am thankful for every day that I am given on this Earth, I have come to the realization that I am not living life to the fullest and the things that matter most to me have taken a backseat to the demands of work, motherhood, and being completely overwhelmed by the minutiae of TOO MUCH STUFF! I have been running around for God only knows how long (I would venture to say years) in a constant state of crisis management, putting out one fire after the next. My pathetic attempts of preparation, planning, and execution have failed miserably and it has left me in a sad state of affairs. So when the going gets tough, I say keep it simple and focus on the fundamentals! Over the next 40 days I will be setting my goals and rebuilding my foundation from the ground up so that when the big day comes, I will be primed and ready to make the most of 40 and be able to take a moment to enjoy this life that I have been blessed with! via Daily Prompt: Overworked